Sajak Ahad Petang

sajak milik Bagustian Iskandar

Kukira ini cinta.
Ternyata deras hujan air mata.
Kukira ini rindu.
Ternyata tajam sebilah sendu.

Satu-satu,
paru-paru cemasku waspada,
mendengar jantung doamu
yang astaga.

Benarlah kata mereka:
Pelukan hanyalah pemanis kehilangan.
Kehilangan yang suka tiba-tiba datang,
seperti kereta api di bawah jembatan Lempuyangan, Jogja
yang tak sengaja menabrak pesepeda tak awas rambu hijau, kuning, merah.

Pesepeda yang mati
dengan tubuh di rumah sakit.
Tapi tidak kepala.
Ia terseret ratusan kilometer di atas rel.
Lalu hilang.

**
Kepahitan tak hanya ada pada ampas kopi rupanya:
Ia suka menjelma sebagai rindu yang tak sampai:
Rindu-rindu yang diobral di karcis
stasiun-stasiun kereta api kotaku
dan kota dinginmu itu.

--- Jancuk! Tak ada yang boleh menangis.
Semua haruslah menulis ---

Maka dari alasan itu puisi ini lahir:
Sebab tak ada yang mampu dirahasiakannya,
selain kematian.

Silakan dibuka rekaman pembacaan puisinya;)

https://soundcloud.com/bagustian/bagustian-sajak-ahad-petang

Let Her Go

by Passenger.

Well you only need the light when it's burning low 
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low 
Only hate the road when you're missing home 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
And you let her go 

Staring at the bottom of your glass 
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last 
But dreams come slow and they go so fast 
You see her when you close your eyes 
Maybe one day you'll understand why 
Everything you touch surely dies 

But you only need the light when it's burning low 
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low 
Only hate the road when you're missing home 
Only know you love her when you let her go 

Staring at the ceiling in the dark 
Same old empty feeling in your heart 
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast 
Well you see her when you fall asleep 
But never to touch and never to keep 
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep 

Well you only need the light when it's burning low 
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low 
Only hate the road when you're missing home 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
And you let her go 
Oh oh oh no 
And you let her go 
Oh oh oh no 
Well you let her go 

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low 
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low 
Only hate the road when you're missing home 
Only know you love her when you let her go 

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low 
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low 
Only hate the road when you're missing home 
Only know you love her when you let her go 
And you let her go

Makna lagunyaaaa:')))

Ah Sudahlah

Entah di mana dirimu berada...hampa terasa hidupku tanpa dirimu. Apakah di sana kau rindukan aku, seperti diriku... *sambungan terputus*

--------------------batas tulisan sendu--------------------

Pikiranku abstrak dan aku hilang arah. Sampai-sampai aku bingung mau menulis apa. Tulisan ini tidak jadi berlanjut karena Alam Diaz dan Dysa. AAAAAAAAAAAAAK ({}). Untuk apa terus menulis tulisan sendu tanpa makna kalau hanya terabaikan dan tidak dibaca. Untuk apa terus mengumbar air mata dan menangis sekencang 300 desibel jika keadaan tidak berubah? Hidup udah susah, enggak usah ditambah susah dengan hal sepele kaya gini. Iya nggak? Kata Alam sih gitu. 



Btw, bintangnya bagus ya? Andai...ah sudahlah.